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[18 Jan 2006|09:16pm] NEW JOURNAL. touchme_tootsie 2 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[29 Dec 2005|04:05pm] [ music | boxxxxx car bitches. ] i'm done caring. DGAF. i miss my friends; blah. i hate my mother. I FEEL LIKE WHINING; GET OVER IT. kjfdsdf. cause: i feel so mad; i feel so angry. i feel so careless, so lost confused. i ate for the first time in three days today. wooo. my stomach hurts now. :) 7 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[08 Dec 2005|04:07pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | too sorry for apologies. ] i just want to cry in the corner of an empty room. maybe it would make me think everything will be okay. explain to me what i'm doing that is so wrong. please. 4 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[03 Nov 2005|04:47pm] FIRST PREIST HAD A STROKE. SECOND PREIST, A STROKE. THIRD PRIEST, JUST WALKED RIGHT BY. HAHAH. HMM. MAYBE IT WAS JUST ME WHO FOUND THAT PERVERTEDLY FUNNY. :) WHATEVS. HAHAH. p.s HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE HALMAY. 8 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[01 Nov 2005|05:24pm] i'm so over all of this drama crap. honestly, when is it ever going to end? can't we all just grow the fricken hell up and move on. stop living in the past, and stop bothering everyone else with it. LKSJHDHSDF. whatevs. he's mad at me for a mistake i made. yeah, it was a mistake. people make them all the time, there is nothing i can do about it now? i'm not going to regret it or anything like that. it's just part of my past now. oh well, i'm sorry that i disappoint you. i want so badly to just get over it, and not let it get to me. but i just seem to keep thinking about it, and that shit you said. you don't even know what it did to me to hear you say that stuff. i can't even look at you the same anymore. i'm glad that i have you, and hopefully this time i won't be stupid and petty and make things how they were before. you really do put me in better moods. it's crazyy. i was just thinking about it, haha. YEAH. i've been getting way behind. and then today, that thing.. it made me like pay attention? it was really weird, and i kinda want to have that feeling agian. but i know if i do it again, it'll get to me. and then i'll regret it, and hate myself even more. things have been way weird between us, ever since that big talk. i really hate it. you're one of my best friends, and if i lose you because of something she gets mad over.. i think i will cry. i kinda want to cry just thinking about the possiblity of not having you there? it's just hard. jsafhl blah duude. blah. i'm really glad that it was just a rumor. if it were true, i think i would go crazy... i'd probably not want to talk to you for a really long time. i don't think i would be able to look at you the same. i want to be with him, but then i don't. and then the fact that i know i can never be with him again, really hurts. but oh well. nothing i can do, right? love, renae. 16 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[29 Oct 2005|10:48pm] [ music | martina mcbride. YEAH. ] i want to move away. i'm tired of people. and drama, and shit. are we really all fucking twelve years old still? 17 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[29 Oct 2005|12:07am] ehh. my moods lately suck. i don't really know what's bothering me though, it's weird. hmph. :/ blah. gayy. okay well. tomorrow is bloodfeast. i think i'm gonna hang out with myself all night. i'm sorta tired of being around people. p.s i love you rachel. and steven, you're being fucking stupid. like whoah. his nail-scarred hands.

[17 Oct 2005|10:12pm] drama never ceases to amaze me. :) whatevssssss. tomorrow. maybe coming over? wednesday. hanging out with sherrrrrrra and luke. :) i can't go to copeland anymore, i'm pretty pissed. someone call me when they play? love, renae. 6 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[09 Oct 2005|01:09am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | augustana ] tonight was intense. alot of people make me happy. yeah. 9 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[04 Oct 2005|07:37pm] [ music | this day and age. ] My old friend, I recall The times we had hanging on my wall I wouldn't trade them for gold Cause they laugh and they cry me Somehow sanctify me They're woven in the stories I have told And tell again My old friend, I apologize For the years that have passed Since the last time you and I Dusted off those memories But the running and the races The people and the places There's always somewhere else I had to be Time gets thin, my old friend Don't know why, don't know why Don't know why, don't know why My old friend, this song's for you Cause a few simple verses Was the least that I could do To tell the world that you were here Cause the love and the laughter Will live long after All of the sadness and the tears We'll meet again, my old friend i bet none of you will figure out who that's about. 11 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[03 Oct 2005|08:59pm] i'm kinda tired of feeling like this. :/ blahhhhh. 4 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[26 Sep 2005|09:42pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | the scene aesthetic. ] my birthday is in four days. make me something, maybe? :) 2 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

my face is really pissing me off. [11 Sep 2005|08:11pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | this day and age. ] define love. 34 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[05 Sep 2005|09:18pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | this providence. - our flag is white. ] spill canvas thursday. if i don't get to go, i'm going to shit bricks. 12 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[01 Sep 2005|09:03pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | jamison parker. ] ( this is what happens when you ride on the freeway, with the windows down. ) 9 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[27 Aug 2005|12:08am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | i keep sneexing, and coughing. no music. ] hello. my mother is a whore. yeppp. basically. oh, and guess what. i'm grounded. YEAAAH WOO. go fricken me. so if you want to keep in touch while i'm away from everything, then you'll have to call my house. =/ don't be afraid, i will answer. lol. blah, whatev. besides the getting grounded for NO GOD DAMN REASON, tonight was wonderful. lots of cool people.=] p.s i'm sick. it sucks. and it hurts. 9 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

[17 Aug 2005|05:50pm] hi answer me this. are we friends? i want to see, what you all say. love, renae. 28 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

Eff that. [31 Jul 2005|05:15pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | nothing ] i hate it when u have plans for something and someone fucks it up then ruins everything. its great. this isnt renae but if things dont work tomorrow i'm sure she will be feeling the same way i do right now and posting something similar to this so feel bad for her, show her some sympathy. 8 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

i'm tired of frying my hair, so here. i'll update AGAIN. [28 Jul 2005|05:21pm] [ music | at the drive in. ] POST ANNOYMOUSLY. and tell me what your honest, blunt opinion of me is. please and thank you. =] p.s i love the rocket summer. 32 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

hiiiiiii [26 Jul 2005|02:00am] [ mood | emo ] [ music | emo music wanting to die :-/ ] im renae and im stupid cause i know NOTHING :) i need a friend or i will turn REALLY emo on u so i ask u to please be a friend. if ur my friend then u will leave me a comment cause everythings going wrong in my life and im just so depressed ugh. 13 let the tears fall into his nail-scarred hands.

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